The search for understanding has led into a Ph.D thesis and now across the pond to the University of Arizona

Thursday, May 29, 2008

More Theoretical things

The day after the gig we went out to the beautiful Sabino Canyon for my first photo-shoot with the band. As well as being a truly magical place, we got some very good pictures. The published set of which can be seen on our facebook page at http://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Theory/42891885363?ref=mf

They will also shortly be up on the band's official website at www.thetheorymusic.com

Be well all

Battle of the Bands Final


On Saturday 24th we played in the Finals of Jam Solid Battle of the Bands. We played a 7 song set which varied from swing to trip-hop to Indie-Rock and had a great gig.

We had 80 or so of our fans there (three of whom were wearing home-made 'Theory' tee-shirts) and the rest of the crowd from the previous acts.

We were slightly put off our stride by technical problems during sound check but were back in the zone during the first song. We came in a very close 2nd place. There were four judges each giving marks out of twenty in four categories, so that's a score out of four hundred. We were 2nd by six points, so it really was incredibly close.

The important thing is that my last gig before I return to England went great. The shot in this post is me taking the front-man spot for the song Atheism. You can watch a video of this performance on You Tube at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKFcA_f8R0g

Be well all

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Eden Transformed

Last weekend I had a transformative experience. I returned to the Eden Hot Springs (mentioned in a previous post 'Hot Springs Eternal'.) However whilst there several extraordinary things took place. I discovered unconditional love, which is all about being able to give it and have that experience. Only when one has experienced the giving of unconditional love can one fully experience the receiving of it. I became fully aware of the power and energy which I have been developing over the years during my Aikido training. I am now tapped into it and more importantly am able to share it in the form of intentions, therapeutic conversation and directly during massage.

I found new siblings whom I had not previously had. My band are now in a very real sense a family, whom I love very dearly.

I have suffered from depression since puberty (fourteen years now) until this weekend. I am currently enjoying the longest period of happiness in my life (ten days and still riding high!)

I become more observant of the world and my wonder at it has inceased ten fold. I have developed the beginnings of what the Buddhist call mindfullness. I become aware of my thoughts and responses before I publicly announce them and thereby have more choice about my overt behaviour.

The world it turns out is a fabulous beautiful place full of happiness and fascinating things to explore, engage with and comprehend.

Peace and love to anyone who reads this

Be well all

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Towards a Science of Consciousness 2008

The big week arrived and everything was a bit nerve wracking.
I had given my Consciousness forum public talk on the Wednesday before the conference and it had gone quite well but not fabulously. The timing of that turned out to be excellent since I altered my concurrent presentation based on some of the comments and feedback that I received.

The conference went incredibly well. On the first day I was attending pre-conference workshops on quantum effects in brains and psychiatric dis-orders of self-perception, both of which were very interesting and also making some new friends.

Day 2: I co-ran a pre-conference workshop on Panpsychism (the meta-theory which states that everything in existence either has a mind or mind-like properties.) The workshop was entitled 'Panpsychism: A spectrum of views' and that is definitely what it was. I was there to give a Philosophical defense of my sponsor Stuart Hameroff's theory of consciousness and it went very well. The conference officially opened in the afternoon with a short introduction from Stuart Hameroff, which included a stop-frame animation of one of the consciousness songs which he commissioned the band to write (which you can watch on you tube here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DL_07TQvhsQ) By getting Anastasia and myself to stand up afterwards Stu ensured that we both had very public profiles at the conference.

Day 3: 'Judgement Day!' My first presentation of my work at a (probably 'the') big international
conference in my field. I was presenting last thing on the day, starting at 6pm, so I had the whole day to stress about it. As it turned out I didn't need to be worried about my presentation only the technology involved in presenting it. For some reason the little connector needed to plug my new Macbook into the projector which had taken 2 minutes to find on Day 2 took 2 1/2 hours to find on Day 3 leaving me in a panic and only actually ready to present with about 5 minutes to spare. The actual talk went very well. I have a recording of it for anyone who wants to listen (yawn). After my talk I was surrounded by a group of new people wanting to thank me for it and was invited out to dinner with 4 of them (which was bought for me.) Obviously I took the fact that I had exercised all of my academic responsibilities for the week as an excuse to drink for the first time (and probably overdid it a little.) After dinner (and slightly tipsy) I was interviewed for a documentary about Panpsychism which should be coming out at the end of 2008.

Day 4: From this point I could just enjoy learning and discussing and just have fun at the conference. Thursday was a light day with the afternoon spent out at the Tucson Desert Museum with cocktails and dinner.

Day 5: More consciousness stuff in the day-time and in the evening the first of the band's live performances. The open mic and poetry slam was great fun. We opened the show with our three consciousness songs performing as our alter egos 'The Brains'. During the open mic bit I also sang a solo acoustic song about a Philosophical thought experiment which went down very well. At the end of the poetry slam is the 'Zombie Blues' an open mic blues fest which we backed up as the band, lots of fun.


Day 6: Talks continued until mid-afternoon when the formal part of the conference ended. I then went out to a local natural beauty spot Gates Pass to watch the sunset and have a beer with some of my new friends.

In the evening was the End of Consciousness party at which the band played as ourselves.

It was a great night, lots of very positive feedback about the band and we all had a terribly enjoyable time (the band were getting free Margaritas)

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Viva La Revolution

In order to complete my cultural exposure of America I decided that I should do something totally non-English. To that end the band I went out to the desert and spent a morning shooting automatic weapons. It was a surreal experience. Despite having very strong views on gun control, I had alot of fun and turned out to be quite a good shot with an AK47 being able to take out an 'enemy' balloon from 100m. Whatever the moral implications we got some fun pictures of the band.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

More gigging and a public lecture given by me!

I have my second gig with the band on Friday this week. I've learned the
whole repertoire but we have yet to settle on a set list. This week excitingly we put together one of my songs 'Atheism' with the band and it's sounding awesome. It's always so surprising and rewarding playing my songs with other people and the band really nail it.

On the academic front, I've almost finalised the abstract for my paper at the consciousness conference, but closer at hand is a public talk by me on March 4th to the consciousness forum. I will be giving a longer version of the paper which I will then present at the conference (which I am yet to write!)

On a more somber note my Maternal Grandmother, Nanny Joyce died on Saturday. Unfortunately I will not be able to make it back to England for the funeral since it is financially not viable. My brother is saying som words on behalf of the grandchildren and I'm sure he'll do a good job.

Be well all